A initially learned photography as a kid shooting black & white then developing the photos in a dark room, that was a magical time and sparked my interest in photography. As I got older I dabbled in digital photography but wasn't until my kids were born that i really started to get an active interest back in it all.
I miss being a child. I miss thinking my family was okay. I miss thinking that my dad cared about me as much as my brothers. I miss it all. Now I'm just a broken and scared person.
Im on a sad song binge. This song hits me hard. Im no longer living with my parents since im 20 but damn man. Watching my mom treat my dad like complete shit for my entire life really fucked me up. Didn't know it was bad until i was taught the difference between healthy and toxic relationships. I think it was worse that my dad stayed regardless. He needed to leave her but couldn't stand leaving his kids and now he is still stuck because he is helping raise my eldest sisters kids. Shout out to all the stand up dads out there
I love this song. Its my all time fav. I listen to it when I'm depressed. I relate to every bit of this as it was my childhood. Also me relating to thus song is why i dont want kids i feel like im goin to be just like him. I can see him in myself alot. And he isnt even my real father. And my mother well im glad she dead.
I would listen to this CD while my mom was at her friends house when her and my dad would get in a fight and someone would leave. It was either my dad or me and my mom.
Sometimes i wish my dad leave and never return because my mom will never walk away from the hell call home. Sometimes i even hate my mom for not standing up for herself because the future she's willing to tolerate will be ours too.
This hits home. My kids nd their father aren't together but my son's are going thru this. I feel bad. I'm working my butt out nd tried to make it work but he's not willing to work it out
This was my family after my brother was killed in Afghanistan. It destroyed my parents love for each other because of the pure raw grief. This hits so god damn hard
So many things at play. The only ones that truly get hurt are the kids. Lives are destroyed. On the cusp between love and hate, behind closed doors, hidden amongst the shadows are our families…. For those of us who understand and feel agony every time memories are resurfaced when they hear this song, or even worse are currently listening to this just trying to get through the next half an hour hoping everyone gets out of it alive… For those of us who just wanna run away because sometimes it just gets so bad and a part of you just crumbles inside. You die inside. The screams are scaring you & all you can do is hide in a cupboard, maybe even under your bed & listen to what's unfolding…I'm sorry bby. I'm so sorry & even if no one else does, read these words and feel them. I got you xX
This unfortunately relates to me and my family, although my dad didn't leave, he was kicked out after being caught having children with another woman, and my step-dad is growing more 'immune' to alcohol. Before, it was a dozen beers, but now it's only 4 or 5 before he begins his yelling and violence. One time he attacked me and I literally bit, hit and scratched him until he gave up. Mum was drunk and had already fallen asleep, and I was just listening to Pink Floyd, minding my own business when he slammed the door open and advanced on me. I've been seeing psychiatrists since the age of 10, when I didn't even know what depression was. I was even bullied and teased for being different, for liking music like Elvis presley, the Beatles, Led Zeppelin, Deep Purple, the Rolling Stones, etc. I ran to the one shining light, David Bowie, at the age of 5, but fell over at the age of 11. I went through extreme depression to the point of actually planning my own suicide, right down to the outfit.
But to all those who suffered/are suffering, who can relate to this song, who feel like nothing is going to get better, who want to run away or who want to fall into a lifeless sleep, I just want to say this: it does get better! I know how it feels for someone to say that – you feel lied to, especially seeming as though I'm some stranger on the internet, but I hadn't had the best of lives, alike a few comments I've seen. But believe me, it does get better. Some people find happiness by themselves, some may just get used to the dangers of both home and school/work life and others may find their own way of coping. But I would just like to say, it doesn't matter who or what you are, it doesn't matter of your religion, sexuality, skin color, background, etc. It doesn't matter. Just as long as you find a shining star that will keep you kicking until your time comes. I wish you all the best of luck, to put down that blade, to think twice upon what you deserve and to enjoy life while you still can. ❤❤
Its tough when ur there and they are fighting but u act strong just so you younger sibblings feel ok it really is one of the worst feeling holding back tears just so your siblings have some form of comfortability. Just the pressure and build up but u feel like u have to supress theres nothing worse
This hits me pretty hard because my parents split when I was 5 and my sister was 2, I remember thinking it was my fault and I was confused about what I did wrong. So now we have split holidays, two separate addresses, and mom might as well change her last name. The worst part is my sister doesn't remember when they were happy together when we were a completed family but on our story mom left us, she took my shining star
Andy come around 2 o clock dance with Alice Andy come around world please find the like love you Alice rasnome happy birthday 12 KFC chicken chips come in for doing the like it Andy come in outside want you Alice come find Andy house my kicked bed kiss me sexing you are doing
I kind of used to relate to this and almost everything explained my past years of my life. Because of my mom I had wrong definition of love and I feel for someone who was exactly like my mom one time it was rainbows and unicorns then it was thunder and sadness and this went on the same.
I miss being a child. I miss thinking my family was okay. I miss thinking that my dad cared about me as much as my brothers. I miss it all. Now I'm just a broken and scared person.
Im on a sad song binge. This song hits me hard. Im no longer living with my parents since im 20 but damn man. Watching my mom treat my dad like complete shit for my entire life really fucked me up. Didn't know it was bad until i was taught the difference between healthy and toxic relationships. I think it was worse that my dad stayed regardless. He needed to leave her but couldn't stand leaving his kids and now he is still stuck because he is helping raise my eldest sisters kids. Shout out to all the stand up dads out there
I love this song. Its my all time fav. I listen to it when I'm depressed. I relate to every bit of this as it was my childhood. Also me relating to thus song is why i dont want kids i feel like im goin to be just like him. I can see him in myself alot. And he isnt even my real father. And my mother well im glad she dead.
So Real !
This describe me and my family :(.
I would listen to this CD while my mom was at her friends house when her and my dad would get in a fight and someone would leave. It was either my dad or me and my mom.
I'm so happy that my little sister didn't have to go through the sh!t that my brother and I did💔
Thank Feminism for the break down of the Family unit. Great song.
Still love this song ❤️
Sometimes i wish my dad leave and never return because my mom will never walk away from the hell call home. Sometimes i even hate my mom for not standing up for herself because the future she's willing to tolerate will be ours too.
Its a little too controversial really.
This hits home. My kids nd their father aren't together but my son's are going thru this. I feel bad. I'm working my butt out nd tried to make it work but he's not willing to work it out
2019 😭
🌙👑
love pink💖
Still here in 2019
My parents said it was money, but if I wasn't in the picture, money wouldn't have been an issue. Just saying.
“Hey, you wanna spend the night Friday?”
I can’t, I go to my dad’s on the weekends.
My parents have been divorced for over 6 years now.. But I still cry my eyes out when this song comes on. It really takes it home for me.
Drama students 2018-2020 anyone?
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Love this song
This was my family after my brother was killed in Afghanistan. It destroyed my parents love for each other because of the pure raw grief. This hits so god damn hard
So many things at play. The only ones that truly get hurt are the kids. Lives are destroyed. On the cusp between love and hate, behind closed doors, hidden amongst the shadows are our families…. For those of us who understand and feel agony every time memories are resurfaced when they hear this song, or even worse are currently listening to this just trying to get through the next half an hour hoping everyone gets out of it alive… For those of us who just wanna run away because sometimes it just gets so bad and a part of you just crumbles inside. You die inside. The screams are scaring you & all you can do is hide in a cupboard, maybe even under your bed & listen to what's unfolding…I'm sorry bby. I'm so sorry & even if no one else does, read these words and feel them. I got you xX
This unfortunately relates to me and my family, although my dad didn't leave, he was kicked out after being caught having children with another woman, and my step-dad is growing more 'immune' to alcohol. Before, it was a dozen beers, but now it's only 4 or 5 before he begins his yelling and violence. One time he attacked me and I literally bit, hit and scratched him until he gave up. Mum was drunk and had already fallen asleep, and I was just listening to Pink Floyd, minding my own business when he slammed the door open and advanced on me. I've been seeing psychiatrists since the age of 10, when I didn't even know what depression was. I was even bullied and teased for being different, for liking music like Elvis presley, the Beatles, Led Zeppelin, Deep Purple, the Rolling Stones, etc. I ran to the one shining light, David Bowie, at the age of 5, but fell over at the age of 11. I went through extreme depression to the point of actually planning my own suicide, right down to the outfit.
But to all those who suffered/are suffering, who can relate to this song, who feel like nothing is going to get better, who want to run away or who want to fall into a lifeless sleep, I just want to say this: it does get better! I know how it feels for someone to say that – you feel lied to, especially seeming as though I'm some stranger on the internet, but I hadn't had the best of lives, alike a few comments I've seen. But believe me, it does get better. Some people find happiness by themselves, some may just get used to the dangers of both home and school/work life and others may find their own way of coping. But I would just like to say, it doesn't matter who or what you are, it doesn't matter of your religion, sexuality, skin color, background, etc. It doesn't matter. Just as long as you find a shining star that will keep you kicking until your time comes. I wish you all the best of luck, to put down that blade, to think twice upon what you deserve and to enjoy life while you still can. ❤❤
Outstanding job… seriously.
Its tough when ur there and they are fighting but u act strong just so you younger sibblings feel ok it really is one of the worst feeling holding back tears just so your siblings have some form of comfortability. Just the pressure and build up but u feel like u have to supress theres nothing worse
wow i like this song but never thought id relate to it so much
This hits me pretty hard because my parents split when I was 5 and my sister was 2, I remember thinking it was my fault and I was confused about what I did wrong. So now we have split holidays, two separate addresses, and mom might as well change her last name. The worst part is my sister doesn't remember when they were happy together when we were a completed family but on our story mom left us, she took my shining star
Yes please mic
Andy come around 2 o clock dance with Alice Andy come around world please find the like love you Alice rasnome happy birthday 12 KFC chicken chips come in for doing the like it Andy come in outside want you Alice come find Andy house my kicked bed kiss me sexing you are doing
I kind of used to relate to this and almost everything explained my past years of my life. Because of my mom I had wrong definition of love and I feel for someone who was exactly like my mom one time it was rainbows and unicorns then it was thunder and sadness and this went on the same.